I watched the weight of your world cave in to crush you.
And do you want to know what I think?
That caving, as much as I hate to say it, is weight off of my shoulders. I was waiting for you to just come out and say it. I was willing to show patience. Whats the reciprocation? Lies. Stringing along.
You might as well have dragged me behind a truck.
And do you want to know what I think?
That caving, as much as I hate to say it, is weight off of my shoulders. I was waiting for you to just come out and say it. I was willing to show patience. Whats the reciprocation? Lies. Stringing along.
You might as well have dragged me behind a truck.
let's take this outside so i can make another scene. i'll burn it on you, burn every bit of energy. dare to resist it. dare to be irresistible. i'd like to keep you right here always and forever. uncomplicated. we both know i can be unpredictable. i'll keep this from ever getting old. erase vertigo. i'm not far from home.
You want fights? Arguments? Somebody to treat you like a jerk?
Thats not right. Thats just programmed into your head that it is. Look elsewhere.
Bad timing at the least is right.
Youre friends with Chris because he knows when its okay to put you down. Guess I should just get to know you better.
/rant.
Anywho. No spite from you, please. Lower your defenses again. Because I for one, believe in second chances.
just get me back to where i can watch you sleep,
where i can feel comfortable in my own skin.
heaven knows no one else can do that for me.
I need a hug.
Thats not right. Thats just programmed into your head that it is. Look elsewhere.
Bad timing at the least is right.
Youre friends with Chris because he knows when its okay to put you down. Guess I should just get to know you better.
/rant.
Anywho. No spite from you, please. Lower your defenses again. Because I for one, believe in second chances.
just get me back to where i can watch you sleep,
where i can feel comfortable in my own skin.
heaven knows no one else can do that for me.
I need a hug.
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I think im ok. for real this time. finally. Seriously, Im impossible, youre impossible. lets just keep it that way. because i need someone to blow up army men with and to call at 6 am when im on caffeine pills, but i need someone else to care about. because they can't be the same person.
And taylor, thank you for Always being there. for always picking up that phone, because i treasure that.
One day, we will meet again, and look at our life and all the moments we had, and we will laugh.
Every time we think about me caling you on the phone crying, we will laugh harder.
And i Love you, completely and totally. But i love you as my best friend. as a cut out piece of my heart that i cant put back into place, but i will keep with me forever.
I love you taylor, you are the best.
I love you taylor, three times.
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